5/03/2011

Feels so screwed up atm

i dno what i want to do

confused and lost

feel like i should just move on and stop thinking bout her

and i know that's what im suppose to do

but why is it that one part of me wants to linger on the past?

was that the happiest moments of my life?

i honestly have no idea..

Wake me up

finally woke up and faced reality..

now everything that had happened seems to be....

a simple dream..

I understand now... that if you can't leave... then don't bother loving

該 期盼模糊的未來
還是為 紀念一時的痛快
該 迷信感情的能耐
還是要 臣服天意的安排

一個個愛人散落在人海
一聲聲再見不停在倒帶
難道擁抱 都是為告別彩排
只有我 大驚小怪

我明白離不開就不要愛 能懺悔難悔改
這愛情舞臺 誰是天才不給淘汰
莫非要讓眼淚慷慨 可愛也可不愛
才能夠 接受不去也不來 自由不自在

一個個愛人散落在人海
一聲聲再見不停在倒帶
難道擁抱 都是為告別彩排
只有我 大驚小怪

誰不是離不開就是分開 沒有理由存在
這愛情舞臺 誰是天才不給淘汰
莫非要讓眼淚慷慨 可愛也可不愛
要不然 受傷害 也是活該

愛在當下何來後來
才能盲目開懷
在這個 輕易告別的時代
愛得像 像置身事外

Day 31: 12/01/2011

Day 31: sunny

man wtf.

its sunny today.

and the flood is still going.

and according to anton its raining at his as well

man wtf is wrong wif this world. fink its gna end soon

kat's back tomorrow.

honestly dont noe how i feel about this aye.

fuck.

one hand i really wna just go up to her and hug her and just tell her how much i missed her

on the other hand....

well lets just say...

i dno wat i want..

fuck....

Day 30: 11/01/2011

Day 30: Cloudy

fuck man. rain rain rain

can it get any more gloomier?

well got my haircut today.

then went out to plaza and did jack all

pretty much

fuck man...

ooh wells aye. shit day is a shit day.

hope flood is good soon.

ppl dying and missing.

aint really cool u noe.

Day 29: 10/01/2011

Day 29: Rainy

didnt do much today.

mum came bak.

so just slept thru it and then did nth :)

how fun =='

Day 28: 9/01/2011

Day 28: Rainy as FUCK

woken by joe this morning ==' well afternoon

but morning to me

fuck i swear to god i wanted to sleep more

fucken hell

went to watch Unstoppable with joe, carl, jdai (no idea how to spell her name =='), mel, tina and steve PANG

really good movie unstoppable

i totes recommend

anyway.

went dinner at coffee square <----- LOL AGAIN!

made fun of alice.. steve's idea

and then went home

went to pick up sis and mum at 11:30? and now i dnt feel as free D: